College

Well,today is my first day in college..Sunway college ipoh. It's not like college to me..it's more like a tuition center.where ntg change except for some lazy lecturer.but the lesson quite ok..my class confirm no leng lui at all.haha.cause i scan with ah zhu dy.But other classes WOW! Yeah,tat's right it's WOW with capital letters! haha.
Well,i've been indecisive for my future.everything.my life,studies,money even love!

Life-what would my life be in the future? Good? suffer? enjoy? or fuckable? LOL
Studies-can i excel in my studies? Be the best?
Money-Am i gonna be rich? or normal? or poor?
Love-Should i go on and accept her? or i search for others? OR keep on dreaming about them?

Dude,seriously..Wat is this all about? I got no worries in my high school life.and the minute i get my SPM results..BOOM! everything came out in sudden.leave u no breath.ini itu this and that.




To you-Yeah u r beautiful.but i'm not good for u.

To another you- It's happy to heard tat u r happy :D and i saw it myself.So..wish u all the best? tat's all i  can do.Wat i had to do already done.

To the impossible one - Yeah,u might not knw who am i.but i got the chance to meet u and ply games with u.it's my honour.i'll keep on dreaming.until the day our fate meet together :D

To you- U r the cutest.well at least the attitude are..haha.keep on searching for lou gong zai..u r the first! at least quite special to me.Friends always sis!

''我对爱已经没有信心了。我没有勇气再去爱其他人了，除了你，因为我把全部爱都给了你，但现在被你掩埋了。''

Tat's the reason why i dare not accept a love.I dun hv the courage to do so.Tat's y i keep on dreaming on girls but not action.Juz keep on searching to cover my wound.not to be seen by others.but this action has torture me more.And when the ''love'' come with another girl. i dare not accept it. Sry tat i hurt u but i hv no confidence in ''love'' anymore.